This is what living like this does.
Oh goodness. You know what happens when you just hear a song that's just so...amazing. And it just makes you feel so much better about life in general? Oh, I love that feelings. It makes everything so much better.
I don't know. I'm just such a pointless waste of space. I'm not going to school today. Why? Because I dropped my parents off at 5am and I wanted to sleep....but, I'm not sleeping. I'm sitting here. On the computer. Wasting time. I should be working on my bioethics. But what did I do instead? I emailed my teacher a HORRIBLE lie. Somthing I'm kind of ashamed to say I said. So, I won't even disclose it. I don't even give a fuck about anything. Its kind of a shame. I might not graduate high school. I never thought I'd even think about that. But its so true.
I wish I could sit my mom down and just tell her everything. She's the one person who I've always wanted to tell everything to. Especially....I just wish I could tell her that the most. I think she'd want to know that. But I can't tell her, which is the worst.
Tralala...I've found somone who matches my hatred for that piece of shit. Its stupid. I know, but...its kind of like 'wow, someone out there actually understands where I'm comming from'. Because, no one ever did. Not that they ever listened in the first place. But...its nice. Its nice to know I'm not the only person in the world who hates him; strangle him. Oh, because I would. How completely and utterly tragic.
So, I think me and Tammie are going to move in together sometime in the summer. Max talked to me a little while ago and said Jen wasn't moving in and there would be room for me if I was interested. But, I have a feeling he was just saying that how some people say those kinds of things just in the spurr of the moment, so you'll want to hang out with them more? Or somthing like that. I don't think that made any sense, and sounded more negative then I intended. Buuut, that's alright. So, this arrangement with Tammie - I think it will work well. We've already started looking into places and shit. Its early, but its good to get a jump start on things. She's so reliable and responsible. And then when I get the munchies she can make me A9 and phad thai. MMMM bomb. I'm pumped already.
Allllright, well I'm running on 4 hours of sleep. So I think since I skipped school to sleep...I'll do that now. HUZZAH. The family is gone. I can get drunk alllll day.