Apr 15, 2007 10:49
Wow, so sometimes I am so unbelieveablely retarted. Like, I actually don't even know what to do with myself. I feel like my life goes superbly a lot of times but then when it starts to get shitty...well, I guess you could say when it rains it pours. And it feels like a shit storm rains down on my life and hellla gets fucked up. Luckily, I'm good at damage control.
Not trying to put my shit on blast, but damn. I did some fucked up shit this weekend. That's not tight.
Anyways, hmmm...I should be worrying more about senior project. I just can't bring myself to do it though. I just don't care enough.
I've been sort of waitlisted for SPU. They're seeing how much room they have...if they want me, I'll hear soon I guess. Hopefully they will want me. If they don't...well, I already picked out my self-destructive act. I hope I get in. Fuck...I don't even care anymore.
That's such a lie.
In my last news, I'm so worried. God, I'm so worried. There are very few people I don't know what I would do if somthing happened to them. I just don't know what to do to help him....<3