I'm a regular Veronica fucking Mars
Yes, I am that clever. The more I dig up, the more I want to scream.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. GAHHHHHH.
I wish I was one of those people. Those people that I am oh-so-jealous of. They don't look into things - don't see the deeper meaning. But unfortunately, I think I was 'gifted'. Or somthing...I don't know what to call it. I know what people are saying when they're not saying it. Defense mechanisms, lies, and all the other bullshit people say to make themselves seem innocent or less guilty then they are...I see through all of it. I know what your boyfriend is REALLY saying, and I know when you're telling a little white lie. Usually, this skill comes in handy. If not to confront somone, at least as a mental footnote...just a beware and watch out for that person.
But most of the time, I wish that I had no idea what people were really saying when they were't saying it. I could go about my bussiness and my day without thinking about anything you had to say. And I could go on believing stupid bullshit lies just like everyone else. But I don't like being manipulated and I won't stand for words being put in my mouth or anyone's idiotic excuses. I wouldn't have to go all Veronica Mars and find things out - exact dates and times. I get my hard evidence and if I start somthing, I always have a valid, compelling and winning case against anyone. I wish I didn't have a need to always be right, always find out more, and always be superior.
And last, I wish I didn't know what my flaws were.
Of course, I am not a completely unreasonable person. I do find remember that some people are just completely retarted and/or inconsiderate. And that is dissapointing to say the least. But that is my massive superiority complex speaking.
And at the end of this post, I have come to the conclusion - I will make an excellent surgeon. My God-complex garuntee's it.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. GAHHHHHH.
I wish I was one of those people. Those people that I am oh-so-jealous of. They don't look into things - don't see the deeper meaning. But unfortunately, I think I was 'gifted'. Or somthing...I don't know what to call it. I know what people are saying when they're not saying it. Defense mechanisms, lies, and all the other bullshit people say to make themselves seem innocent or less guilty then they are...I see through all of it. I know what your boyfriend is REALLY saying, and I know when you're telling a little white lie. Usually, this skill comes in handy. If not to confront somone, at least as a mental footnote...just a beware and watch out for that person.
But most of the time, I wish that I had no idea what people were really saying when they were't saying it. I could go about my bussiness and my day without thinking about anything you had to say. And I could go on believing stupid bullshit lies just like everyone else. But I don't like being manipulated and I won't stand for words being put in my mouth or anyone's idiotic excuses. I wouldn't have to go all Veronica Mars and find things out - exact dates and times. I get my hard evidence and if I start somthing, I always have a valid, compelling and winning case against anyone. I wish I didn't have a need to always be right, always find out more, and always be superior.
And last, I wish I didn't know what my flaws were.
Of course, I am not a completely unreasonable person. I do find remember that some people are just completely retarted and/or inconsiderate. And that is dissapointing to say the least. But that is my massive superiority complex speaking.
And at the end of this post, I have come to the conclusion - I will make an excellent surgeon. My God-complex garuntee's it.