Irony of Life - Chapter 10
Title: Irony of Life
Author: mf92
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/Kamenashi Kazuya; Ueda Tatsuya/Nishikido Ryo (a bit)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Major angst, romance, drama maybe
Disclaimer: I don't own them unfortunately *sigh* or fortunately...
Summary: Nobody knows what the future have reserved for us. No one know how ironic life coud be and how easy life can be, and how complicated the humans are. (I suck at summary's >.< gomen!)
Warnings: English is not my mother language so I'm sorry for the errors and the bad grammar.
A/N: This is my first fic, so i'm sorry if i fail but I want to try it just because many ideias like that have appeared in my head. I hope that you like it.
Chapter 10
Present, 2014
How can just one person fill the place of so many other people? I could survive just with you, I could feel again because of you.
~~Flashback~~
July, 2009
Summer Festival
Jin: Ne, ne Kame I want to eat a ice cream!
Kame: What? Jin it's almost midnight. *rolls his eyes*
Jin: C'mon we will buy it and then we will watch the fireworks at the river.
10 minutes later
They just sat there, side by side, watching the fireworks. A little after Jin grabbed Kame's hand.
Kame: *looking at their hands* Jin?
Jin: Hum?
Kame: What are you doing?
Jin: Nothing special, just felt like it. Why? You don't like it?
Kame: No, it's not that, it's just... weird... *avoid Jin's look*
Jin: *letting go of Kame's hand* Kame look, I won't force you into anything. Now I know that you are somehow... complex. But first of all I'm your friend. And no matter what the circustances I will not abandon you ok?
Kame: Ok, sorry for being so... complex. "I really wish that you will make it for your promise"
Jin: No need for apologies. I like you like this. *smiles*
August, 2009
Kamenashi's house
10:30 p.m.
Mrs. Kamenashi: Kazuya won't you do what I tell you to do? *slightly angry*
Kame: Yes mom. *not really listening busy with the computer*
Mrs. Kamenashi: Ok. I will give you 10 minutes.
11:00 p.m.
Mrs. Kamenashi: KAZUYA! Or you go NOW find the sheets to change my bed or I swear you will not go out with your friends in the next 20 years!
Kame: *gulps* Ok, ok... *stands up and go upstairs* "Really, she is so moody, I don't know nothing about those sheets or whatever" *hears something and look at his parent's room which is with the door open* Eh? Father do you want something? *without understanding nothing to what his mother asked him* Just wait 5 minutes, I will come back.
11.15 p.m.
Mrs. Kamenashi: KAZUYA CALL THE AMBULANCE! YOUR FATHER!
Kame: *Runs to his parent's room* WHAT'S GOING ON? *looks at his father meanwhile his mother call the ambulance, and sees him with dificulties in breathing* Father? Oh God, please calm down, the ambulance is coming! *Goes to find a coat*
Mrs. Kamenashi: Kazuya I will go to help the ambulance find our house, stay here! *leaves running*
Kame: Ok... *holds his father's hand* Please dad no... *feels a tear in his cheek* "It's today isn't it? I don't want to but somehow I can feel it... After a year of waiting... Dad please no..." *Holds his father's hand tigher and starts to cry while hearing the ambulance* They are here dad, hold on now please! *prepares to will talk to them but feels his hand being squeezed* Father? *turns to look at him*
His father somehow was smiling at him and shaking his head like saying "don't cry, I want you to smile".
Kame: I can't. *tears keep falling* I don't want this to happen... *feels the grip in his hand tighening*
Looking again at his father Kame could see him smiling at him, altough he barely breathes, for him, because he was here, altough it was for the last time. He spent his last sigh smiling at his son.
Doctor: WHERE IS THE ILL PERSON?
Kame: *After recovering from his toughts, somehow dazed he answers* Here, upstairs.
Altough it was barely a whisper, the doctor came. He rushed to Kame's father with another doctor. Kame stoped crying, neither talked. He just stared at the effort of the doctors trying to save his father.
10 minutes later
Doctor 1: How long your father has started to stop breathing?
Kame: Maybe at 15 minutes ago...
Doctor 2: Oh God, like that it's really impossible. We are sorry. *bowing*
Kame just remained with his father during a certain time. Eyes empty, he just hold his father hand, staring at him, without letting anyone in the room in that time.
2 days later
Funeral's day (Church)
In that day Kame still not cried, like he doesn't have emotions. He kept hearing the rest of the family telling stories bout his father and he never talked. He wasn't with his mother because he knows that he can't confort her. In reality he was a teenager of 17 years old, screaming for help inside, but he just coudn't let that screams go out. He felt like it wasn't nobody there. And it wasn't because his family never liked him neither his mother. His friends called him and he knows that they would come but they were in vacations outside the country. He was not mad, he just felt alone.
Aunt: Ne Kame, do you remember when you were trying to fish with your father when you were 6? *laughs*
Kame: Yes. *laughs softly as well*
His first word that day, but he couldn't help but smile as well at the memory. He always wanted to be like his father and he loved fishing with him. His father's life was water and Kame's too. Both loved the sea. He really felt like smiling for a moment, though he never felt like crying, although he didn't know why.
10 minutes later
He still was hearing that stories and has started to smile a little more. Sudenly he saw one person approaching him that he wasn't waiting for sure.
Kame: Jin... *whispering*
Jin: *caresses his cheek* Hey, how are you? *looking at him with expeting eyes but tenderly*
Kame: I...
He didn't know why be he hugged Jin and started to cry harder on him, he just felt like it, he just wanted to cry now.
Kame: He is gone, gone Jin! *crying really bad*
Jin: *hugging him andpatting is head* It's ok, I'm here. Just cry.
Kame didn't know why but he cried and cried, and he just ignored the rest of the family never letting go of Jin. The rest of the day he was always clinging on Jin. He just couldn't let Jin go. And worst, he didn't know why.
~~ End of Flashback~~
Present, 2014
But now I know that I wanted someone to wipe my tears, to hug me, to make me feel loved, and you did it. Now, I have nothing...
-- End of Chapter 10--
A/N2: I'M SORRY! m(_ _)m I know that I really don't put much akame here but, I'm not really sure, but at the leasrt in the next 3 chapters will led you to what's happening in the present.
A/N3: Yeah I'm always late, well my life isn't easy now, with my mom sick and my studies =/ Well I'm getting well now. I hope that you will like it! ^_^V
Author: mf92
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/Kamenashi Kazuya; Ueda Tatsuya/Nishikido Ryo (a bit)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Major angst, romance, drama maybe
Disclaimer: I don't own them unfortunately *sigh* or fortunately...
Summary: Nobody knows what the future have reserved for us. No one know how ironic life coud be and how easy life can be, and how complicated the humans are. (I suck at summary's >.< gomen!)
Warnings: English is not my mother language so I'm sorry for the errors and the bad grammar.
A/N: This is my first fic, so i'm sorry if i fail but I want to try it just because many ideias like that have appeared in my head. I hope that you like it.
Chapter 10
Present, 2014
How can just one person fill the place of so many other people? I could survive just with you, I could feel again because of you.
~~Flashback~~
July, 2009
Summer Festival
Jin: Ne, ne Kame I want to eat a ice cream!
Kame: What? Jin it's almost midnight. *rolls his eyes*
Jin: C'mon we will buy it and then we will watch the fireworks at the river.
10 minutes later
They just sat there, side by side, watching the fireworks. A little after Jin grabbed Kame's hand.
Kame: *looking at their hands* Jin?
Jin: Hum?
Kame: What are you doing?
Jin: Nothing special, just felt like it. Why? You don't like it?
Kame: No, it's not that, it's just... weird... *avoid Jin's look*
Jin: *letting go of Kame's hand* Kame look, I won't force you into anything. Now I know that you are somehow... complex. But first of all I'm your friend. And no matter what the circustances I will not abandon you ok?
Kame: Ok, sorry for being so... complex. "I really wish that you will make it for your promise"
Jin: No need for apologies. I like you like this. *smiles*
August, 2009
Kamenashi's house
10:30 p.m.
Mrs. Kamenashi: Kazuya won't you do what I tell you to do? *slightly angry*
Kame: Yes mom. *not really listening busy with the computer*
Mrs. Kamenashi: Ok. I will give you 10 minutes.
11:00 p.m.
Mrs. Kamenashi: KAZUYA! Or you go NOW find the sheets to change my bed or I swear you will not go out with your friends in the next 20 years!
Kame: *gulps* Ok, ok... *stands up and go upstairs* "Really, she is so moody, I don't know nothing about those sheets or whatever" *hears something and look at his parent's room which is with the door open* Eh? Father do you want something? *without understanding nothing to what his mother asked him* Just wait 5 minutes, I will come back.
11.15 p.m.
Mrs. Kamenashi: KAZUYA CALL THE AMBULANCE! YOUR FATHER!
Kame: *Runs to his parent's room* WHAT'S GOING ON? *looks at his father meanwhile his mother call the ambulance, and sees him with dificulties in breathing* Father? Oh God, please calm down, the ambulance is coming! *Goes to find a coat*
Mrs. Kamenashi: Kazuya I will go to help the ambulance find our house, stay here! *leaves running*
Kame: Ok... *holds his father's hand* Please dad no... *feels a tear in his cheek* "It's today isn't it? I don't want to but somehow I can feel it... After a year of waiting... Dad please no..." *Holds his father's hand tigher and starts to cry while hearing the ambulance* They are here dad, hold on now please! *prepares to will talk to them but feels his hand being squeezed* Father? *turns to look at him*
His father somehow was smiling at him and shaking his head like saying "don't cry, I want you to smile".
Kame: I can't. *tears keep falling* I don't want this to happen... *feels the grip in his hand tighening*
Looking again at his father Kame could see him smiling at him, altough he barely breathes, for him, because he was here, altough it was for the last time. He spent his last sigh smiling at his son.
Doctor: WHERE IS THE ILL PERSON?
Kame: *After recovering from his toughts, somehow dazed he answers* Here, upstairs.
Altough it was barely a whisper, the doctor came. He rushed to Kame's father with another doctor. Kame stoped crying, neither talked. He just stared at the effort of the doctors trying to save his father.
10 minutes later
Doctor 1: How long your father has started to stop breathing?
Kame: Maybe at 15 minutes ago...
Doctor 2: Oh God, like that it's really impossible. We are sorry. *bowing*
Kame just remained with his father during a certain time. Eyes empty, he just hold his father hand, staring at him, without letting anyone in the room in that time.
2 days later
Funeral's day (Church)
In that day Kame still not cried, like he doesn't have emotions. He kept hearing the rest of the family telling stories bout his father and he never talked. He wasn't with his mother because he knows that he can't confort her. In reality he was a teenager of 17 years old, screaming for help inside, but he just coudn't let that screams go out. He felt like it wasn't nobody there. And it wasn't because his family never liked him neither his mother. His friends called him and he knows that they would come but they were in vacations outside the country. He was not mad, he just felt alone.
Aunt: Ne Kame, do you remember when you were trying to fish with your father when you were 6? *laughs*
Kame: Yes. *laughs softly as well*
His first word that day, but he couldn't help but smile as well at the memory. He always wanted to be like his father and he loved fishing with him. His father's life was water and Kame's too. Both loved the sea. He really felt like smiling for a moment, though he never felt like crying, although he didn't know why.
10 minutes later
He still was hearing that stories and has started to smile a little more. Sudenly he saw one person approaching him that he wasn't waiting for sure.
Kame: Jin... *whispering*
Jin: *caresses his cheek* Hey, how are you? *looking at him with expeting eyes but tenderly*
Kame: I...
He didn't know why be he hugged Jin and started to cry harder on him, he just felt like it, he just wanted to cry now.
Kame: He is gone, gone Jin! *crying really bad*
Jin: *hugging him andpatting is head* It's ok, I'm here. Just cry.
Kame didn't know why but he cried and cried, and he just ignored the rest of the family never letting go of Jin. The rest of the day he was always clinging on Jin. He just couldn't let Jin go. And worst, he didn't know why.
~~ End of Flashback~~
Present, 2014
But now I know that I wanted someone to wipe my tears, to hug me, to make me feel loved, and you did it. Now, I have nothing...
-- End of Chapter 10--
A/N2: I'M SORRY! m(_ _)m I know that I really don't put much akame here but, I'm not really sure, but at the leasrt in the next 3 chapters will led you to what's happening in the present.
A/N3: Yeah I'm always late, well my life isn't easy now, with my mom sick and my studies =/ Well I'm getting well now. I hope that you will like it! ^_^V