gahhh!

[mezzi_morti]

this week has been a friggin roller coaster. monday we were supposed to have the first day of tryouts and i got so nervous the few hours before it.. im talkin nauseated nervous. but then it was cancelled cuz of a lil drizzle and i had to be nervous a whole nother day. o well. i was freaked about the stairs cuz i hadnt trained for those at all, but i got thru them. i sucked on the progression tho. then we had to play soccer for another hour and i did terrible on that. today we had to do indian runs and all that, i like those. then we did sum polymetrics which were fabulous compared to the ones we had to do last year. those were killer, but i'm only a pinch sore today after these. i better not jinx myself tho, i dont wanna be hurtin tomoro. so after that we had soccer and i guess i did better today as far as the small sided games go. i got to play on a couple teams so im glad they got a chance to see im not gonna play like i did last year. i totally sucked on the 1v1 tho... not my strength at all. the more im out there and bustin my ass, the more i want to make varsity. i kno it would be a longshot, but even if i didnt get playing time, the practices wouldnt be a total waste and id have sumthing to work for. if i make jv again i guess that would be ok tho. and if i dont make either team then o dear lord i have no idea what id do!

well im gonna go finish stuffing my face w/ carbs and then probably fall asleep soon after. good luck ladies! yall r doin great!

----Lex--
*tell me that secret again*