I think I only post now if I'm really upset. (/emo)
I started another post, ranted a while on MSN, and now am not sure what to write.
I guess... I'm just lost. Fallen off the track. Need help getting back on. EB has fucked me up. I shouldn't have stayed this long. Things are becoming worse than I can handle. And I don't know what to do anymore. I'll sleep on it, see if things are clearer tomorrow. But each day at EB is starting to kill me more. I have nothing to look forward to but a year of more dissapointment. I want this to change. I have to make this change... but I don't know how anymore.
But I'll sleep on it and see if things are better tomorrow. If not, the day after. Then maybe the day after that. Worst case, I quit that horrible soul-crushing place and rethink... everything.
Sorry, friends, I'll try to be less emo another day.
I guess... I'm just lost. Fallen off the track. Need help getting back on. EB has fucked me up. I shouldn't have stayed this long. Things are becoming worse than I can handle. And I don't know what to do anymore. I'll sleep on it, see if things are clearer tomorrow. But each day at EB is starting to kill me more. I have nothing to look forward to but a year of more dissapointment. I want this to change. I have to make this change... but I don't know how anymore.
But I'll sleep on it and see if things are better tomorrow. If not, the day after. Then maybe the day after that. Worst case, I quit that horrible soul-crushing place and rethink... everything.
Sorry, friends, I'll try to be less emo another day.