Man

Jul 22, 2012 14:42

My last entry was quite depressing. I had reached the end of my rope with my last boyfriend, and he had basically decided that I was co-dependent because I was trying to help him be happy. He was the most depressed son of a bitch I had the pleasure of dating, and every time I was with him I was trying to make him feel better. This turned me in to (apparently) a co-dependent psychopath in his eyes. Fun! So we ended things but he still wanted sex (of course) because that is how dudes roll. Needless to say I was fairly damaged and needed to be away from boys for quite some time.

After him I was able to realize that I should date someone for me first, and them second. I want to be with someone who makes me happy and vice versa. Still in shock that I could find someone who fits that description. I'm in a very different place than where I was two Julys ago.

I have nothing to update, I just didn't want such a sad bastard posting to be my last one on this site.
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