step one
I'm so excited for tomorrow. I start my new job. Its going to be so nuts, I can not wait to start having money for legit all of the time. And start to save up to buy a car. That will be wonderful this is the first step for life fixing. I really want to move out of my house. I hate it so bad. My dad hates me so much he is now convinced that I am selling drugs and everytime I leave that house that is what I am doing. He is even convinced hes seen me do it more than once. Which is ridiculously hard to believe because it never happened. I actually bought weed on one occasion and he still accused me of selling it. I hate that he hates me and is always trying to attack me, everytime I am in my house he looks for reasons to yell at me and call me rude names. I want to be away from here so bad. But now I'm tentative to take up prior offers of living situation fixers. I just want to not hate my living situation whenever I am in my house I hide in my room as much as I can especially if he is home just to steer clear of any unnecessary attacks on me.
I cant elaborate anymore on this. I cant even think about it any more as is makes me really upset.
I cant elaborate anymore on this. I cant even think about it any more as is makes me really upset.