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So i have finally come to terms with the fact that my brain is completely wild and nuts. It took me a long time but now i know the things i do and how i react and the way i handle things are a part of who i am and i shouldn't feel ashamed for them. not that i do but i do feel like an idiot sometimes. I just want to be able to admit things to myself. Like the fact i cant drive worth shit, ever. And i dontknow directions for the life of me even if i've been to the same spot a million times. I want to make more friends but its hard to meet people that understand me. Not to meet people, just people that understand me. But I have succeeded because i have met quite a few that get me perfectly which gives me hope for other people in the world. I have also come to terms that i am completely and udderly unorganized and disheveled. but not in the dirty way, but in the way where i never know whats going on ever and when i try to figure out i get so overwhelmed that i stop stop stop. I considered maybe seeing someone professional about this because its such a hard problem to deal with, and its gotten out of control. to the point where i am suffering some, but the whole no health insurance thing is a killer. i just stick to what i know and be who i am.