LIFE is confusing
Okay so uhhh. I think i'm getting an abortion. Chea. WOO! Okay so brian broke up with me because Mirza told him I wanted him to break up with me, I cried..I don't know why I don't even care. I guess it's because I felt bad for loving kyle. HAHAHA OMG. I was like talking to kyle and i said "Kyle I love you way more than I ever did or ever will Brian" and kyle was like "I love you too" and brian heard us say that. HAAHAHAHAHAHA GOSH i bet that sucked. He took like 7 pills, and kyle started to have a panic attack omg i was crying so hard. He was just ...gasping and coughing and tears were coming out of his eyes it was so sad. I felt like it was all my fault, like i should have never ever met either of them. Though i'm so happy i met kyle, he's like..the same exact person I am except he's not a whore. HAHA uh...I just stuck five whole gumballs in my mouth. it's killing my jaw, i'm suprised i can fit all that. Haha actually..that doesn't suprise me one bit. lol..uh. So hm like five hours Brian broke up with me he called me and asked me back out which i said no..we fought pretty much all night and i wanted to talk to kyle so bad but kyle won't talk to me because he thinks it hurts brian because he loves me. Yea..I really like Kyle and he said he really likes me (he actually told me first!! mofo) I wish there could be something between us but i think it won't happen because we dont wanna hurt brian. Yea sam asked me out. He's like a big teddy bear awww. I don't think i even answered him..i changed the subject to wrestling. Just because we both love it. I don't get it, I've never had so much attention from dudes. I used to always complain about how guys never liked me and now dudes are like..liking me? I hate it!!! So yea uhh well i'm gonna go.