Random Thoughts and a Little Update if You're Lucky...
So, I was just looking through some photos and I started thinking about how people have changed. I feel as though that a large chunk of people that came to Hiram changed drastically...and interestingly. Some people I would have never thought to do some things did, myself included. Other people did things right within their character range, and I wonder if it was because they had thrown themselves into their work and finishing it all. I mean, I am just remembering all of my friends, acquaintances and others that I'm just amazed. Especially in those people in classes after mine where I got to watch them mature and follow their lives during Hiram.
Me, I have changed as much or more than anyone. I want to change again. I want to have the huge revelations that I would have going through high school. I want that capacity to just say I'm going to change and then just do it without worrying or wondering or putting it off. I am ready to change, both physically, mentally and emotionally, now why is it taking me so long to get off my butt and do it? Ugh.
That probably made no sense to anyone...that's ok.
Last night, Emily H and I went for almost an hour long walk, which was nice! I also worked late doing an orientation session for work.
That brings me to an update about my job: I like it. I like the atmosphere, but something about me is reserved about the whole thing. I can't quite put my finger on it. Maybe it's just that I'm "jaded" now to the whole workplace scenario. I don't know. I am also trying to get my name out there as a graphic design artist and a web designer. I am trying to bring in any extra money I can, since I am feeling dirt poor right now. It's hard though. Hopefully Conneaut will call me back and I can try to set something up with them!
I got together with an old high school friend a few weeks ago, right before we moved and she looked good! I definitely miss some things from HS and some people.
My goal tonight: take the dogs for walks.
This is probably the most random post ever. My brain has been skipping around a ton of thoughts and I'm just typing to sort them I suppose.
Hmmm...Ok, I think that's it. Toot N Scoot
Me, I have changed as much or more than anyone. I want to change again. I want to have the huge revelations that I would have going through high school. I want that capacity to just say I'm going to change and then just do it without worrying or wondering or putting it off. I am ready to change, both physically, mentally and emotionally, now why is it taking me so long to get off my butt and do it? Ugh.
That probably made no sense to anyone...that's ok.
Last night, Emily H and I went for almost an hour long walk, which was nice! I also worked late doing an orientation session for work.
That brings me to an update about my job: I like it. I like the atmosphere, but something about me is reserved about the whole thing. I can't quite put my finger on it. Maybe it's just that I'm "jaded" now to the whole workplace scenario. I don't know. I am also trying to get my name out there as a graphic design artist and a web designer. I am trying to bring in any extra money I can, since I am feeling dirt poor right now. It's hard though. Hopefully Conneaut will call me back and I can try to set something up with them!
I got together with an old high school friend a few weeks ago, right before we moved and she looked good! I definitely miss some things from HS and some people.
My goal tonight: take the dogs for walks.
This is probably the most random post ever. My brain has been skipping around a ton of thoughts and I'm just typing to sort them I suppose.
Hmmm...Ok, I think that's it. Toot N Scoot