laa
haven't posted in a while...
i went to sleep at like 3 this morning and i'm so exhausted. and its a blue day. and SCREW GOVT. i hate that class. so much. we have so much work to do. and it only makes me loathe that class more. i hate a lot of the people in that class. mr williams is sweet, but harsh. and i'm currently failing. cause i can never manage to get stuff in on time.
i really just need a long nap. a long long long nap.
my head hurts.
and i just want to say that casey is a disgusting skeeze. he makes me want to vomit. and i'm honestly not joking when i say that. i almost threw up last night after hearing/seeing shit he's been up to.
i was
thinking about this whole thing in guitar. i think that being in a relationship with casey is similar to emotional suicide. you step on this ground in the woods, that looks solid. but its a pit. and you try to get out. and you're almost out when suddenly u feel a tug on your ankle. and you're down again. your anger towards the whole thing, drive you almost straight up and out but then you realize he's placed a net over your head. and that net would be the competition factor- the other girl that he "loves" more. you almost dont want to leave just to prove a point. and you realize that you'd abandoned all else in your life. this guy has become your entire world. and you've left behind anyone who could have helped you out. . .
its just messed up. and i'm sorry for anyone who ever has/ ever will be in that situation...
lunch*
i'm back. and i've decided..that i'm in love with rice krispy treats...
i went to sleep at like 3 this morning and i'm so exhausted. and its a blue day. and SCREW GOVT. i hate that class. so much. we have so much work to do. and it only makes me loathe that class more. i hate a lot of the people in that class. mr williams is sweet, but harsh. and i'm currently failing. cause i can never manage to get stuff in on time.
i really just need a long nap. a long long long nap.
my head hurts.
and i just want to say that casey is a disgusting skeeze. he makes me want to vomit. and i'm honestly not joking when i say that. i almost threw up last night after hearing/seeing shit he's been up to.
i was
thinking about this whole thing in guitar. i think that being in a relationship with casey is similar to emotional suicide. you step on this ground in the woods, that looks solid. but its a pit. and you try to get out. and you're almost out when suddenly u feel a tug on your ankle. and you're down again. your anger towards the whole thing, drive you almost straight up and out but then you realize he's placed a net over your head. and that net would be the competition factor- the other girl that he "loves" more. you almost dont want to leave just to prove a point. and you realize that you'd abandoned all else in your life. this guy has become your entire world. and you've left behind anyone who could have helped you out. . .
its just messed up. and i'm sorry for anyone who ever has/ ever will be in that situation...
lunch*
i'm back. and i've decided..that i'm in love with rice krispy treats...