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in cg. once again. i'm SO exhausted...and i'm not even that busy. i guess its partly cause i'm sick. partly cause i'm doing tons of thinking. and i hate thinking so much.
i got into vcu :) i dont like that i'm not any more excited than i am. i guess i'll just be honest and say i don't like the thought of leaving rhys for long periods of time. at all. i'm REALLY not a fan of spending long periods of time away from him.
my paranoia on top of that isn't going to do any good either.
but hey. i got into vcu. and that's what i've wanted for a good solid three years.
i'm listenin to coldplay. and i must say, the older cd is way better. just because they hadn't conformed to what they thought would make the top ten across the nation yet.
but also cause its more sentimental. and its not a cd that i can put in a certain time frame. like unwritten law, red hot chili peppers, sugarcult, blink 182, and dashboard. its just something i've always listened to off and on... i love green eyes" and warning sign"... it just reminds me of walking to the bus.... a warning sign. i miss the good part that i realized. i started looking and the bubble burst. i started looking for excuses. come on in. i've got to tell you what a state i'm in. i've got to tell you in my loudest tones, that i started looking for a warning sign...well the truth is, i miss you. and the truth is i miss you so..."
i have govt next. and i have to present my bill to every student in a 7th pd. govt class. this shall suck.
considering i have no basis for it. and i never wrote my paper. yes, i am. a genius.
i'm really glad high school is ending, but i'm a little wary about starting all over again... yeah i'm gonna know a bunch of people already at vcu.. but i just hate change. and... if i'm gonna go through change... i think id rather do it with rhys.
actually, i KNOW i would.
i'm finally in a really great relationship.. and boom. i know, not quite BOOM. but... it'll boom sooner than i think.. i mean. yes august 24th is a long ways away...but its hard when you know it wont be the same...
i want so badly to believe that there is truth and love is real
and i want life in every word to the extent that its absurd
... postal service for ya...
i have a headache. and my throat hurts. and i'm sick.
maybe i'll just go to the clinic... well, the bell's about to ring.
i got into vcu :) i dont like that i'm not any more excited than i am. i guess i'll just be honest and say i don't like the thought of leaving rhys for long periods of time. at all. i'm REALLY not a fan of spending long periods of time away from him.
my paranoia on top of that isn't going to do any good either.
but hey. i got into vcu. and that's what i've wanted for a good solid three years.
i'm listenin to coldplay. and i must say, the older cd is way better. just because they hadn't conformed to what they thought would make the top ten across the nation yet.
but also cause its more sentimental. and its not a cd that i can put in a certain time frame. like unwritten law, red hot chili peppers, sugarcult, blink 182, and dashboard. its just something i've always listened to off and on... i love green eyes" and warning sign"... it just reminds me of walking to the bus.... a warning sign. i miss the good part that i realized. i started looking and the bubble burst. i started looking for excuses. come on in. i've got to tell you what a state i'm in. i've got to tell you in my loudest tones, that i started looking for a warning sign...well the truth is, i miss you. and the truth is i miss you so..."
i have govt next. and i have to present my bill to every student in a 7th pd. govt class. this shall suck.
considering i have no basis for it. and i never wrote my paper. yes, i am. a genius.
i'm really glad high school is ending, but i'm a little wary about starting all over again... yeah i'm gonna know a bunch of people already at vcu.. but i just hate change. and... if i'm gonna go through change... i think id rather do it with rhys.
actually, i KNOW i would.
i'm finally in a really great relationship.. and boom. i know, not quite BOOM. but... it'll boom sooner than i think.. i mean. yes august 24th is a long ways away...but its hard when you know it wont be the same...
i want so badly to believe that there is truth and love is real
and i want life in every word to the extent that its absurd
... postal service for ya...
i have a headache. and my throat hurts. and i'm sick.
maybe i'll just go to the clinic... well, the bell's about to ring.