just getting stuff out...
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you could see inside of me...
And I don't know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
just got back from the movies and tbqh i didn't think prince of persia was as bad as everyone says it is... sure, there were a tremendous amount of plot holes, but who cares about the storyline anyways, when they can have mr. gyllenhaal in awesome battle sequences? anyways, i thought the tons of eye candy were worth the six bucks that i'd paid for it. would have been pretty much perfect if they had made a prince out of that bitchy princess. nvm.
so i had a pretty good evening, until my ride home in the tram... because with nothing to do, melancholic songs in yer ear and passing street lights to watch, you can't help but dwell in depressing thoughts... i really had to pull myself together in there.
so don't think this whole crap doesn't get to me... because it does. more than you probably think.
anyways... i still need to do some japanese homework... which is alrite, because i won't find sleep anytime soon anyways, heh.
sometimes i wonder if i'm really that hard to understand, because, honestly, i'm not even trying to be complicated. but then i'm also glad when people don't get me, because most of the time i think it's better they don't... plus i don't even get myself in the majority of cases.
i'm trying to please, but sometimes i just can't. and i'm really scared of dissappointing people...
sorry for the emo-rant, i promise to stop now. i just had to get that out of my head. i'm gonna get myself a frustration-cookie now.
night.