...I'm Gunna Miss My G00...:'(
Awwww You Guys!
Today was my brother (G00's) last day of high sch00l. :-( This is actually really sad for me! lol Who's gunna be my big brother to watch over me secretly? Who's gunna drive me and pick me up from school now? Who am I going to talk to or leave with when my mom starts on her drunken rampages? There's just so much stuff that's never going to be the same...ever...holey shit. It's a big eye-opener. I miss it already and nothing's even happened yet. After this summer it's just me :-(...all by myself. No more random guys showin up all the time, no more poker nights, halo parties, random trips to 7-11 and Wal-Mart...nothing...it's all gone. Oh man...I'm gettin teary-eyed just typing this...heh...I dunno what I'm gunna do when he leaves u guys :-(. And god damn...there's just so much. His graduation party's June 25th...that's like 3 weeks away! :-(. I think I'm going to do something special for him...:-). Be a good Little Sister and I dunno...I think I'm gunna go buy him one of those really expensive/nice CowBoy hats cuz he's been talking about one since...god...like when he was in 10th grade? And then (he doesn't know yet so shhhh NO ONE BETTER TELL HIM OR I'LL KILL YOU BITCHES!) I think I'm gunna write him a goodbye letter ya know? I mean...nothing stupid and korney but...just tellin him how much I really do care about him and how much I'm gunna miss him. I think I'm gunna read it to him...like at his grad party er sumthin. I dunno yet...I'll figure it out though. God...I meant for this journal to just be about...well...what they usually are but obviously that's not workin eh? lol I have States for Volleyball in Grand Rapids this weekend! We're gunna do so awesome I SO can't wait!!!! But yeah...that's all that's been on my mind today! That and Josh...RarRr his friends are SUCH dumbasses! And Josh can be pretty dumb sometimes too...immature little boys is what they are sometimes...ANYWAY! I'm outtie...*Leave Some*
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