Nov 13, 2004 15:48
Well, i started working back at Best Buy. My fisrt day back was yesterday. There are a lot of new kids that don't know what they are doing. I don't understand why my GM keeps hiring these kids that have no clue about sales. Oh well, I just need money and it is as simple as that.
I really don't know who I am. I don't know where I am going in life. I think I will apply to UMBC and UMD this year. I don't think I have much of a chance though because of my GPA from drexel.
I have a burning desire to start a band. I really want to get back into making music. I have been writing songs on the guitar and playing my saxaphone alot lately.
In all ironies that have been going on lately, "In my place" just came on my playlist. All I have are these random journal entries and tattered memories. Que Sera Sera...
On other notes, I am completely broke. I have 20$ in my bank account so it is really good that I am going back to work. I am also feeling real alone. I no longer have a best friend. All my friends are at school. I have like only a few people to hang out with (if they aren't busy). I guess I'm just in a rut.
I want to go see Lars Frederickson and the Bastards and Roger Miret and the Disasters at the Black Cat on Dec. 10. Tickets are only 12$ so let me know if you want to go.
My brother and I have become a lot closer now that we dont see eachother everyday and he has gotten older. Despite how I feel about his drinking habbits, he really is a good person. It is really giving me a feeling of more "togetherness" in my family. We are going to eat thanksgiving dinner with my mom in VA and the night before I am gonna go see him for his birthday.
Ok well I guess I am done taking up space on everyone's "friends list" so I am goin to go and write some more music.