New Way of Life

[mexidancer]

It has been brought to my attention that I have been a bad friend who has taken his friends for granted. I just wish I knew this sooner, like when it was occuring rather than finding out after people talked about it to each other. After talking to some friends I have decided to no longer tell anyone about my problems, since it is the same thing over and over, and I seem to want a solution rather than help. It was even expressed that I should talk to a counselor rather than my friends...that hurts real bad. When a friend tells you to talk to a stranger rather then them, that is the cue to just keep things to yourself. So, this means I will go back to being a hermit and cut myself off from others, but I don't want to hurt my friends anymore, so it is for the best. I'd rather have them be happy than be happy myself...

So, just note that if you see me, and I seem to be perplexed, upset...do not ask what is wrong...cause I won't tell.