Newer sense of self

[mexidancer]

After some thinking, I am thinking about "re-coming" out to my parents about my sexuality. The reason I feel I should do it, is because they want me to get with Latrisha, again. I just want to make it clear that it isn't going to happen. Of course, this might hurt them a lot, because they won't be getting grandchildren from me. So, I am scared to do it to their face, but I settled on writing them a letter, and when they are ready to talk to me, they can. I really don't know how they are going to take it, but after I do so, I am also going to email my aunts and uncles with email and come out to them. I am tired of putting up a front around them. They shouldn't have a problem with it, since I am sure most of them suspect that I am "gay" and just don't say anything.

I just am tired of trying to please my family, and I want to be happy on my terms. So, if this causes people to break off connections with me, then I guess that is their loss.