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i feel really sad and lonely, like i have no friends. that sounds well stupid. but i don't know what's wrong with me, i'm being such a loser. all i want to do is go out with my friends, but it feels like i just get dismissed, or told "just hang around with craig." urm, i don't particularly want to be with him all the time. i want to see my friends. everytime i ask to do something with someone they just say they're busy or they've planned something without me and it's getting me down.
it feels like no one has any time for me because they're all going off to uni and shit, and i just have to stay at fucking wanky college for another shitty year. and i hate it. i want to leave now and i want to go and get a job. but it's not going to happen. i really don't like my life at the moment. after my exams went so badly i know that i'm going to fail and it makes me really sad. i hate the courses i'm doing at college and i hate how neggy i'm being.
this weekend i'm staying in today, this evening and tomorrow in the day. if someone wants to do something with me then please ring me or something.. i just want someone to talk to :(
it feels like no one has any time for me because they're all going off to uni and shit, and i just have to stay at fucking wanky college for another shitty year. and i hate it. i want to leave now and i want to go and get a job. but it's not going to happen. i really don't like my life at the moment. after my exams went so badly i know that i'm going to fail and it makes me really sad. i hate the courses i'm doing at college and i hate how neggy i'm being.
this weekend i'm staying in today, this evening and tomorrow in the day. if someone wants to do something with me then please ring me or something.. i just want someone to talk to :(