This is the sound of Settling
knowing that you hurt someone is the worst feeling in the world. knowing that you hurt someone simply becuase you were afraid of being hurt is inexplicably shameful.
the truth is that nothing ever changes becuase I can't take risks and i can't just let myself go. because I rely on the dependency that I've put on another human being and I'm afraid of losing everything in exchange for gaining anything at all.
I don't care what anyone says...
I am a coward and I am a bad person.
and I really am fucked up.
You seem so out of context,
in this gaudy apartment complex.
A stranger with your door key,
explaining that I'm just visiting.
And I am finally seeing
why I was the one worth leaving.
the truth is that nothing ever changes becuase I can't take risks and i can't just let myself go. because I rely on the dependency that I've put on another human being and I'm afraid of losing everything in exchange for gaining anything at all.
I don't care what anyone says...
I am a coward and I am a bad person.
and I really am fucked up.
You seem so out of context,
in this gaudy apartment complex.
A stranger with your door key,
explaining that I'm just visiting.
And I am finally seeing
why I was the one worth leaving.