Apr 15, 2004 02:52
okay i ask myself, what the fuck am i doing? i saw genaro today for the first time since acapulco and it was so weird. i almost couldnt handle myslef i wanted to scream cry laugh all at the same time. i was laying on allan's bed and genaro was play the guitar and singing. in my head i was like 'why is he so perfect!?!' then off to the movies. fer asked genaro from the girls in the groupwho he would hook up with and he said fer then she asked for another girl and he said me. i sat in the middle of david and genaro. nothing happened just a kiss goodbye from david. but that was expected
i almost told genaro my feels but didnt. but the way am feeling now i think i am gonna tell him. I HAVE TO! i hate this feeling of not knowing,and wondering what could happen!! but at the same time i dont wanna give up what i have with david.
so really i'm just a fucked up confused girl....