if you fall i will catch you, ill be waiting, time after time
hmmm yes so i havent really updated this in like forever. so i thought i do so now. anyways.. lets see.. eh
life is.. weird now.. josh broke up with me and it sucks badly. i was so excited and ready for him to come home from cali, and now it just sucks. i miss talking to him everyday and hanging out everyday. i would wish it would go back the way it was but wishes dont come true :-\. i need to just tell myself to get over it, because as much as i want to get back together with him i very highly doubt he wants to. i want to get over it, but i cant. ill be fine one day then cry myself to sleep another day. i hate it i hate it i hate it. i know its really going to suck when he finds someone else[if he hasnt already] and he starts bringing her around us, it will be very hard for me.
but anyways, enough of that you guys dont want to hear about it. ive been hanging out with rhonda, kai, brandon, and dave a lot lately. so thats good for me, i love those kids moi mucho.theyre lots of fun and they keep my mind off of things so its good. im prolly going chill with them tonight, hopefully. but yahhhh other than that nothing really has been going on. Monday is sum41, cannot WAIT. but my mom friggin accidently ripped my ticket in half b/c she was cleaning one day and she saw the receipt from when i bought the ticket and i used my credit card, and she saw that and went to tear it up cuz it had my credit card info on it, and she didnt realize the ticket was behind it. i was oh so angry. but she called the place and they said as long as the barcode isnt torn then its ok, and its not so i was like phew, youre lucky. but yah i cant wait for that show. ive been waiting for sum41 to come back for sooo long. so good live. this show is going to be excellent. ok ive said that enough already. anyways im tired of updating, ill update again soon.... maybe[!!]
life is.. weird now.. josh broke up with me and it sucks badly. i was so excited and ready for him to come home from cali, and now it just sucks. i miss talking to him everyday and hanging out everyday. i would wish it would go back the way it was but wishes dont come true :-\. i need to just tell myself to get over it, because as much as i want to get back together with him i very highly doubt he wants to. i want to get over it, but i cant. ill be fine one day then cry myself to sleep another day. i hate it i hate it i hate it. i know its really going to suck when he finds someone else[if he hasnt already] and he starts bringing her around us, it will be very hard for me.
but anyways, enough of that you guys dont want to hear about it. ive been hanging out with rhonda, kai, brandon, and dave a lot lately. so thats good for me, i love those kids moi mucho.theyre lots of fun and they keep my mind off of things so its good. im prolly going chill with them tonight, hopefully. but yahhhh other than that nothing really has been going on. Monday is sum41, cannot WAIT. but my mom friggin accidently ripped my ticket in half b/c she was cleaning one day and she saw the receipt from when i bought the ticket and i used my credit card, and she saw that and went to tear it up cuz it had my credit card info on it, and she didnt realize the ticket was behind it. i was oh so angry. but she called the place and they said as long as the barcode isnt torn then its ok, and its not so i was like phew, youre lucky. but yah i cant wait for that show. ive been waiting for sum41 to come back for sooo long. so good live. this show is going to be excellent. ok ive said that enough already. anyways im tired of updating, ill update again soon.... maybe[!!]