why is it....................
than when ever i get close to someone they always leave. be it that move some where else or we just lose touch or maybe they even die. why in the hell does that have to Fing happen???? i mean really, am i just meant to live alone and do something that doesn't involve anyone other than me? i think that is where my life is going and i just need to know if that is the plan cause i'm tired of crying over something that is going to happen one way or an other. i hate being alone but if that is the way that i am suppose to end up it is better to know now so i can save myself the heartache. i'm tired of this and i'm ready for it to be over!!!!