Feb 14, 2006 16:19
look where you have gotten. you life isnt on this path only because of the good things that have happened but also because of the bad. doesnt that suck to know that some of the good stuff that is going on in your life right now is there because of some of the bad that you have already went through?
today is single awareness day... how have the single people been spending it? how have the couples been spending it? well as it goes for everybody i hope that its been great.
there is still a long time before i get home, damnit! i doubt there is anything i can do right now about it, though i really do miss sweet tea. people think thats crazy to put sugar in tea. WTF are they thinking? anyways i miss everybody like always, though for some reason today seemed even more sad than other days. i dont know, maybe i just miss being with people that i know and enjoy being around, like kyle. i miss you little brother!
i think everybody in my family is starting to get home sick. my brother is kind of feeling it bad right now, he's been pretty sad lately. but so have i and not to mention my mom. we all miss home.
"i miss normal, i miss my life. for everything i left behind is all that i have and all that i need. when sunsets everyday, im always empty. nothing fills me up, nothing statisfis me the way life does. all i need to do is get back to life. life never left me, i left it. is that what happens?"
congrats to those in show choir, i heard the good news! way to go! maybe you can do that again when i get back!
Happy Valentine's Day, I Miss You!
life will come back to me some day, i hope it forgives me.
see you sometime in march,
jenn castro