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I feel disgusted by myself. I feel gross. I just want him to come over and I just want to kiss and mess around like we used to. Should I feel gross for feeling that way?
I feel like a guy. He turned me into a female version of himself. Wonderful, super, fantastic, great.
I mean it's not like I just want to get some, which is what he wants. I mean I do, but I miss HIM. HIM. His voice, his vocabulary, his mind, his ideas, his mannerisms. I miss him entirely. It's really hard.
Oh plus I ate a ton of fucking food this past week anddd I'm getting fat and it's disgusting as hell. Sick. The last thing I need is to become a huge fatso. I can't handle any more stress in my life, I'm already overwhelmed.
I feel like a guy. He turned me into a female version of himself. Wonderful, super, fantastic, great.
I mean it's not like I just want to get some, which is what he wants. I mean I do, but I miss HIM. HIM. His voice, his vocabulary, his mind, his ideas, his mannerisms. I miss him entirely. It's really hard.
Oh plus I ate a ton of fucking food this past week anddd I'm getting fat and it's disgusting as hell. Sick. The last thing I need is to become a huge fatso. I can't handle any more stress in my life, I'm already overwhelmed.