Oct 27, 2005 12:39
Grrrr... heres the update.... i was supposed to finish drivers training but the class got canceled; of course me and the other student there didnt find this out until 40 min later. then i had to cancel my college meeting on teusday and reschedule for wensday. then yesterday i got a note from the office telling me that i had to cancel and call a number to reach my mom. When i called i got her socail worker and i was informed that they put her in the hospital because they didnt want her to "go home with bad thoughts in her head" I WAS PISSED!!!!!!!!!! so i canceled my appointment and called all the hospitals and pshciatric wards i knew about or that she had been to and i couldnt find her. then about 5 or 6 she called me and told me that she "accidently" cut herself. then she went on and on acting like everything was normal.everytime i think shes getting better or were finally get back on some strange, rocky road called normallcy something happens and shes back in! the worst part is that she keeps saying thats everthings all about her she doesnt even realize what is doing to me and even worse my little sister tatiana. she gets so torn up whenever anything happens to her. Now all the little things are starting to piss me off expecially when she starts to act like a chid GRRRRRRRRRRR..........!