Missing Out
Never Thought id feel this depressed about missing out ona heartbeat. But i am. Ana went to the doctor today and got to hear the baby's heartbeat. Obviously i couldnt be there for the simple fact she is a thousand miles away. God i miss her and justin more than anything, Im missing out on so much shit i wanted to be there for. And things still arent looking up as far as finding a place, rent is too fucking steep anymore. I dont feel like things are getting better despite what people tell me.