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do any of you remember this song from fifth grade?!?!?! it just popped into my head i dont know why.....
smoke is not joke,
smoking is a really gross habit.
smoking is bad for a woman or a man,
or a kid or a chipmink or a rabbit.
smooooooking is dumb,
really cool kids wont have it.
...and there's more but i always draw a blank right there. so yea, i dont know why thats in my head.....im such a loser...oh well im proud of that .....yay losers!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea so i have an interview on thursday for a new job...now my granddaddy can get off my back...god i fucking hate him...
oh and my sister pisses me off sooo much....ok so yea, i have paranoid schizophrenia and bipolar with psychotic features...i dont really see the big deal...but she always has to make references to it....ive asked her to stop but she persists... she has to be the PERFECT one....the thin blonde... i make a comment with the slightest bit of anger in it and she starts making fun of me or some shit like that....im sick of it... very rarely do i get a remark from her with any kindness at all...the other day she was over because it was my mommys birthday and she saw my academic letter on the table and she actually said she was proud of me...this is so foreign to me that it took me a minute to realize that seana had just said something nice.....this is part of the reason why im so fucked up....her and my granddaddy....my family sucks ass...except for my mommy...my mommy rules!!!!!...i lub her (ok so yea the "lub" thing is an inside joke with me and her so just ignore it)
yea so thats about it for now...ill update more later.
your lord and master,
~*~ashlikins~*~
smoke is not joke,
smoking is a really gross habit.
smoking is bad for a woman or a man,
or a kid or a chipmink or a rabbit.
smooooooking is dumb,
really cool kids wont have it.
...and there's more but i always draw a blank right there. so yea, i dont know why thats in my head.....im such a loser...oh well im proud of that .....yay losers!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea so i have an interview on thursday for a new job...now my granddaddy can get off my back...god i fucking hate him...
oh and my sister pisses me off sooo much....ok so yea, i have paranoid schizophrenia and bipolar with psychotic features...i dont really see the big deal...but she always has to make references to it....ive asked her to stop but she persists... she has to be the PERFECT one....the thin blonde... i make a comment with the slightest bit of anger in it and she starts making fun of me or some shit like that....im sick of it... very rarely do i get a remark from her with any kindness at all...the other day she was over because it was my mommys birthday and she saw my academic letter on the table and she actually said she was proud of me...this is so foreign to me that it took me a minute to realize that seana had just said something nice.....this is part of the reason why im so fucked up....her and my granddaddy....my family sucks ass...except for my mommy...my mommy rules!!!!!...i lub her (ok so yea the "lub" thing is an inside joke with me and her so just ignore it)
yea so thats about it for now...ill update more later.
your lord and master,
~*~ashlikins~*~