Its a Strange Day..
I have no clue as to how i'm supposed to start off w/ a new LJ. LOL
This feels too awkward.
I hate the fact that i even had to do this shit... but oh well... Its for the best.
I'm doing pretty good overall.
There's a slight issue going around but i'm just not even giving it my full attention b/c in my opinion, it isn't worth my time 'n effort. Its stupid, lame, pathetic etc., Rather ammusing at times, but i dont even have the time to laugh at it. I'm so worked up w/ Dance and School right now. That seriously is on my mind all fuckin' day. I fall asleep thinking of dancing, not about other bullshit. Thats good ain't it?? =]! wo0p!
Overall, for the past month or so, i've been trying to better myself as a person. Being jealous when it came to my "significant other" came natural to me. And it was extremely noticeable. But it caused me so much pain, so i decided to try to control that. And i'm so fuckin' happy to say that I no longer let the little things get to me as much as I used to. And even fuckin' Punto has noticed it, so i know its working =]
And thats just one aspect of me that i've been successful at improving =]! wo0p!
As for school. I should be in school for 8-9 more weeks then i'm done w/ the year =]! wo0p!
I want to take another photography course at ELAC during the summer, and take one or two classes at Salesian as well. So we'll see how that'll work out =]
Yesterday i had to go shopping w/ the galz for our dance costumes for this week. And we're not quite done yet so we've gotta go again in a few hours =] Then we have rehearsal. And we might be recording a TV show again tomorrow night, and i'm guessing it'll be aired Friday @ 1 again, but its not a FOR SURE thing yet. Saturday i have a performance at a Festival @ Griffith Park. I think i hit the stage @ 7:15 or so. I'll be dancing with two very professional dancers so this outta be exciting =] And i'm doing good w/ the routines 'n all so i'm up there =] wo0p!
I have to go to my class tomorrow and i'm guessing i'll be stopping by Angel's work after. Blah, We'll see how that goes. I'm like WHATEVER about it (See punto! I told you i'm improving! =])
I'm just so BLAH about a lot of shit right now. I'm going witht he flow b/c i feel thats all i can afford to do right now. And so far, so good =]
On another note.... I miss my wife so much =\ I know i've been trying to just ignore it all, and avoid it as well, but the truth is I fuckin' miss her soooo fuckin' much... but its something i've gotta deal with. I'll be fine =] But i feel some complications coming on... ::sighs:: we'll see how that goes!
yesterday was my nephew's 11th b-day.... damn thats scary. We're all getting old. Im soooo excited!!!
That means just a few more months 'till im out of here! =]! wo0p!
Anyone need a roommate?!?!?!
Well i'm fuckin' hungry, 'n i gotta do some work 'n get ready to leave so i'm off
-Cherry
This feels too awkward.
I hate the fact that i even had to do this shit... but oh well... Its for the best.
I'm doing pretty good overall.
There's a slight issue going around but i'm just not even giving it my full attention b/c in my opinion, it isn't worth my time 'n effort. Its stupid, lame, pathetic etc., Rather ammusing at times, but i dont even have the time to laugh at it. I'm so worked up w/ Dance and School right now. That seriously is on my mind all fuckin' day. I fall asleep thinking of dancing, not about other bullshit. Thats good ain't it?? =]! wo0p!
Overall, for the past month or so, i've been trying to better myself as a person. Being jealous when it came to my "significant other" came natural to me. And it was extremely noticeable. But it caused me so much pain, so i decided to try to control that. And i'm so fuckin' happy to say that I no longer let the little things get to me as much as I used to. And even fuckin' Punto has noticed it, so i know its working =]
And thats just one aspect of me that i've been successful at improving =]! wo0p!
As for school. I should be in school for 8-9 more weeks then i'm done w/ the year =]! wo0p!
I want to take another photography course at ELAC during the summer, and take one or two classes at Salesian as well. So we'll see how that'll work out =]
Yesterday i had to go shopping w/ the galz for our dance costumes for this week. And we're not quite done yet so we've gotta go again in a few hours =] Then we have rehearsal. And we might be recording a TV show again tomorrow night, and i'm guessing it'll be aired Friday @ 1 again, but its not a FOR SURE thing yet. Saturday i have a performance at a Festival @ Griffith Park. I think i hit the stage @ 7:15 or so. I'll be dancing with two very professional dancers so this outta be exciting =] And i'm doing good w/ the routines 'n all so i'm up there =] wo0p!
I have to go to my class tomorrow and i'm guessing i'll be stopping by Angel's work after. Blah, We'll see how that goes. I'm like WHATEVER about it (See punto! I told you i'm improving! =])
I'm just so BLAH about a lot of shit right now. I'm going witht he flow b/c i feel thats all i can afford to do right now. And so far, so good =]
On another note.... I miss my wife so much =\ I know i've been trying to just ignore it all, and avoid it as well, but the truth is I fuckin' miss her soooo fuckin' much... but its something i've gotta deal with. I'll be fine =] But i feel some complications coming on... ::sighs:: we'll see how that goes!
yesterday was my nephew's 11th b-day.... damn thats scary. We're all getting old. Im soooo excited!!!
That means just a few more months 'till im out of here! =]! wo0p!
Anyone need a roommate?!?!?!
Well i'm fuckin' hungry, 'n i gotta do some work 'n get ready to leave so i'm off
-Cherry