Goin' Crazy
I cant remember the last time i signed this thing....
But here are the main points...
-Went to Ensenada this past weekend... I didn't really want to go but eh. Nothing big i guess. Had a family reunion down there. I didn't realize it was also Mother's Day weekend. I have living proof that my spanish has gotten a lot better =] Oh i'm so glad.
-I went to my class yesterday. God i dont want to take the Standardized tests next week. I'm having my mom write a letter to the principal to except me from taking them. I know my teacher is gonna bitch, but fuck it. I really cant deal with that stress. Especially this week.
-I went to my elementary school yesterday. I was quite hesitant to walk in. I almost walked in the first time, but i saw Angel and just turned and walked away (He didn't see me). Coincidently, Paul called my cell phone at that exact moment. So i talked to him for a long while. Then i decided to go in, surprised Angel and god was that awkward. I wasn't sure if he wanted to see me or not. When we went up to the classroom the kids were watching a movie and when school was out, i stayed in to talk to Ash on the phone for a bit. Angel still wasn't back so i put my head down and ended up falling asleep! The fucker didn't wake me up until 4:30! Then we talked for a good while, and things didnt feel as awkward by then =] But he dropped me off and i didn't want to let go =\ =\ =\ >>>TEARS<<< It felt perfect, but having to let go hurt like a bitch.
Robert says i'm torturing myself, but god damn its so hard =\
-Paul is pissed off at me... like wow, i ended up hanging up on him when he called me up t his morning.
-Today is the show @ ELAC. Heavyweights and Matamoska are playing >>sighs<< If brandie goes i'll most likely be there.
-I cried over a guy last night..... That is sooooo against my religion! And so difficult to say. LOL. God what a loocher.
-There's a MobScene show on the 21st @ Paul's Kitchen and I'm so mad about it, b/c I had asked for the day off and yet he still went ahead and booked the show. But whatever, to be honest, i'm not really looking forward to it b/c its going to add soooo much stress on me =\ =\ =\
-Fuck this week is gonna be a bitch. I've got lots of work to do + MobScene work =\ >>>sighs<<<
-I NEED A GOD DAMN JOB! I'VE GROWN DESPERATE AND AM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING WORKING AT JACK IN THE BOX DURING THE SUMMER.... GOD THATS IF THEY WOULD EVEN HIRE ME >>>sighs<<< CAN ANYONE HELP ME WITH THE JOB ISSUE??
-I dont like Robert calling me often. I always hear about how he can't find another girl like me 'n all this bullshit. Its flattering, but once is enough, and i CANT see him like that =\ But he helps me out A LOT as well... ugh
-May 20th i need to do Nettie's makeup for prom, the 21st i need to go to the 2nd Annual Rockinest Kats 'n Hot Rod Mommas BBQ @ Whittier Narrows then somehow manage to head on over to Paul's kitchen and prepare for the MobScene show, the 22nd Dodger game vs. Angels.
-I've had horrible nights lately. My nephew is sick. Something is wrong with him =\ He had a lump near his throat and the doctors had to run some tests >>sighs<< I hope he's ok. He's at the hospital right now getting a cat scan (He's only 4 years old)
-My mom got me my hootenanny ticket
-I NEED TO COME UP WITH $75 ASAP AND IM NOT SURE HOW THE FUCK IM GOING TO DO THAT =\ MY PARENTS AREN'T GOING TO HELP ME OUT WITH THAT. ITS FOR DANCE.... FUCK I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO =\
-Frank from the Wiseguys is hot... I think i've got a new crush. He sings awesome and is awwww so sweet >>blushes<< Thank god for MySpace. LOL
-My dance show is in two weeks... The big West Coast Salsa Congress in hollywood. Wow, i've made it this far already =] How fuckin' awesome is that? Makes me feel good about myself.
-Veronica from the Inferno pisses me off.
Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down
-Cherry
But here are the main points...
-Went to Ensenada this past weekend... I didn't really want to go but eh. Nothing big i guess. Had a family reunion down there. I didn't realize it was also Mother's Day weekend. I have living proof that my spanish has gotten a lot better =] Oh i'm so glad.
-I went to my class yesterday. God i dont want to take the Standardized tests next week. I'm having my mom write a letter to the principal to except me from taking them. I know my teacher is gonna bitch, but fuck it. I really cant deal with that stress. Especially this week.
-I went to my elementary school yesterday. I was quite hesitant to walk in. I almost walked in the first time, but i saw Angel and just turned and walked away (He didn't see me). Coincidently, Paul called my cell phone at that exact moment. So i talked to him for a long while. Then i decided to go in, surprised Angel and god was that awkward. I wasn't sure if he wanted to see me or not. When we went up to the classroom the kids were watching a movie and when school was out, i stayed in to talk to Ash on the phone for a bit. Angel still wasn't back so i put my head down and ended up falling asleep! The fucker didn't wake me up until 4:30! Then we talked for a good while, and things didnt feel as awkward by then =] But he dropped me off and i didn't want to let go =\ =\ =\ >>>TEARS<<< It felt perfect, but having to let go hurt like a bitch.
Robert says i'm torturing myself, but god damn its so hard =\
-Paul is pissed off at me... like wow, i ended up hanging up on him when he called me up t his morning.
-Today is the show @ ELAC. Heavyweights and Matamoska are playing >>sighs<< If brandie goes i'll most likely be there.
-I cried over a guy last night..... That is sooooo against my religion! And so difficult to say. LOL. God what a loocher.
-There's a MobScene show on the 21st @ Paul's Kitchen and I'm so mad about it, b/c I had asked for the day off and yet he still went ahead and booked the show. But whatever, to be honest, i'm not really looking forward to it b/c its going to add soooo much stress on me =\ =\ =\
-Fuck this week is gonna be a bitch. I've got lots of work to do + MobScene work =\ >>>sighs<<<
-I NEED A GOD DAMN JOB! I'VE GROWN DESPERATE AND AM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING WORKING AT JACK IN THE BOX DURING THE SUMMER.... GOD THATS IF THEY WOULD EVEN HIRE ME >>>sighs<<< CAN ANYONE HELP ME WITH THE JOB ISSUE??
-I dont like Robert calling me often. I always hear about how he can't find another girl like me 'n all this bullshit. Its flattering, but once is enough, and i CANT see him like that =\ But he helps me out A LOT as well... ugh
-May 20th i need to do Nettie's makeup for prom, the 21st i need to go to the 2nd Annual Rockinest Kats 'n Hot Rod Mommas BBQ @ Whittier Narrows then somehow manage to head on over to Paul's kitchen and prepare for the MobScene show, the 22nd Dodger game vs. Angels.
-I've had horrible nights lately. My nephew is sick. Something is wrong with him =\ He had a lump near his throat and the doctors had to run some tests >>sighs<< I hope he's ok. He's at the hospital right now getting a cat scan (He's only 4 years old)
-My mom got me my hootenanny ticket
-I NEED TO COME UP WITH $75 ASAP AND IM NOT SURE HOW THE FUCK IM GOING TO DO THAT =\ MY PARENTS AREN'T GOING TO HELP ME OUT WITH THAT. ITS FOR DANCE.... FUCK I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO =\
-Frank from the Wiseguys is hot... I think i've got a new crush. He sings awesome and is awwww so sweet >>blushes<< Thank god for MySpace. LOL
-My dance show is in two weeks... The big West Coast Salsa Congress in hollywood. Wow, i've made it this far already =] How fuckin' awesome is that? Makes me feel good about myself.
-Veronica from the Inferno pisses me off.
Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down
-Cherry