dried ice

[mexbyxyourself]

i am the biggest screw up i know
not to be the biggest cry for pity
but today proved
that i am a big screw up

on the other hand i looked "sharp" today

but other than that i was a waste

i found a really nice friend
it's too bad he doesn't go to my school
i think the worst thing is going to school now
it's so lonely
school is empty
and i am empty inside it
it's so impersonal
and i'm not close with anyone
it's not that i don't want to
it's just that i never was
i guess i never thought my friend would leave
or at least
i thought i would have come up
with a plan of what i would do
before they left

i am a terrible organizer

it's never about you