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[mexakitten]

i have a second interview on friday...
i'm super optimistic about this whole thing...
everything is falling into place just right...
new house...
new job...
new outlook...

if i get this job it means, weekends free, nights free and a fat paycheck...
which means...
new laptop and traveling whenever i want...
it also means i can fix my damn car and still have money to buy new panties...

someone sparked my interest again...
super nice to me recently...
what i could only interpret as flirting...
but i'm keeping my mind off of such things...cause they are nothing but trouble...
and i couldn't even go there if i tried...
it's just nice to know someone can be flirty with me...
it's nice to be noticed in any capacity...especially when you feel like shit...

maybe i'll dye my hair tomorrow...

pete might get me into built to spill for free...
i wasn't going to go because tony was suppose to be here on the day they play...
i was going to buy us tickets but thought the jet lag from europe might make him totally hate the show...
but since things are off...
i have time to go and the opportunity to go for free...
pete is a good dude...

time to shower...slowly getting better after being sick for 2 weeks...
the stress of moving...
given the dating pink slip...
and figuring out my finances wore down my immune system...

but not so much to worry about right now...

sometimes there are things i want to say...and i'm pretty sure most of the people i want to say them to will never hear them...