random things...

[mexakitten]

there is so much going on right now...
derby stuff
apartment stuff
school stuff
new job stuff

i am really missing tony...it's not unbearable and it's definately nothing i can't deal with, but i definately miss being able to talk to him at random or whenever i see fit...
i guess for me alot of things were left kind of up in the air...
and although i wanted it to be that way...making his trip less complicated...
i can't help but keep thinking about when he comes back and how much i just want to kiss him...
and wondering if he'll be thinking about wanting to kiss me too...

how mushy can one person be...
obviously quite...

this month is going by so fast...
and i'm feeling more responsible than ever...
responsible with money
responsible with responsibilities
responsible with my feelings...

i feel good...
and i'd like to keep it that way
ok here we go...