an update...FINALLY!!

Nov 18, 2005 23:37

so i'm finally updating my livejournal. i went to D.C. yesterday with the Christian Worldview class and had a blast! it was really fun just to hang out with friends and make fun of Morgie. but, i got depressed in the Holocaust Museum. just how one human could be brain washed so much to the point of thinking that a person of different race/religion was an animal/had no feelings is beyond me. i came out of the museum in a somber state, but was soon back to my usual insane self. the bus ride home was definitely a highlight. lawa, bensly, hanners, ali, hope, and i discussed childhood criminal records, spankings,parentals, music, and more. when i got home, i was soon depressed again. well, i guess depressed is kinda inaccurate. i was lonely. it twas totally wicked awesome to be with all of my friends all day. but to go home all by my lonesome was quite sad. i went to bed pretty soon after i got home. i curled up in a ball, and wimpered to God. eventhough i still felt so lonely, i knew that Jesus was right there with me. no matter how i feel, i know that God is always with me. even when i don't believe it. thank you Jesus! Not to copy Lawa's journal, but i truly love all of my wonderful friends. i really don't want lawa/ben/aimee/rachel to graduate!!
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