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well I got to go shopping today with my mom... I had some cash to spend and I got myself a new purse and wallet... some halloween t-shirts... a new pair of shoes..
I haven't gotten a call from bri to see if she was coming to my pastors retirement party... I hope she knows thats the last time anybody's really gonna see him cause he's leaving for AZ monday morning... figured she would care enough to be there.. boy was I wrong... too bad... blew another chance and no more coming from me for a long while!
So pretty much now it's gonna be biding my time with my "friends" and hanging out with a different crowd till somebody tries to step up and reconnect with me.... so far no luck.. and I'm not keeping my hopes up that they will... I doubt they will ever treat me like they used to... like a person, not a thing, a heathen, or whatever it may be.
but over all, a good day for me... might get to go to the bookstore tomorrow :)
I haven't gotten a call from bri to see if she was coming to my pastors retirement party... I hope she knows thats the last time anybody's really gonna see him cause he's leaving for AZ monday morning... figured she would care enough to be there.. boy was I wrong... too bad... blew another chance and no more coming from me for a long while!
So pretty much now it's gonna be biding my time with my "friends" and hanging out with a different crowd till somebody tries to step up and reconnect with me.... so far no luck.. and I'm not keeping my hopes up that they will... I doubt they will ever treat me like they used to... like a person, not a thing, a heathen, or whatever it may be.
but over all, a good day for me... might get to go to the bookstore tomorrow :)