Lesson to be learned

[mewiecake]

We lay there in the sun HER and i
and watched the sun turn into the moon
and for a moment there i lost
everything
and had never been happier.

I lay in bed with her and i
realised that everything i had
was not enough to sustain me
that i'd end up killing myself
with her sweetness
because i need..i want...i crave

We lay there, HIM and i
watching the sun make love to the horizon
and the sky freckle over with stars
HE traced our existance into the nightsky
and disappeared with morning mist
leaving me dazed.

I lay in bed with him and we
traced love hearts into each others palms
and he said "this is the way we were before
lets keep it this way forever more"
and i think how foolish we mere mortals are
to think such things are within our control

within every me and every you
there is a secret longing
to find HER or HIM
when frankly speaking darling
they dont exist
and they're never going to exist
so forget all about it.

write them letters in crimson lovers ink
in little love hearts on stationary pink
tuck it into sweetly scented envelopes
Burn them and abandon all hope.

makedo with the little you have
knowing that one day these too shall be taken away
and all you will have left
is the sun turning into the moon
a freckly sky
a lonely palm
insatiable appetite
and the memory of him and her that you gave up
for an ego they could never satisy.