Life as a mother got harder!
My love for pokemon and lolita had to take a bit on the back burner. my health was suffering, my mental state was bad. and money was tighter than ever before.
We have a new home. We now have our three year old constantly breaking things throwing things ect... what three year olds do so i have No time to myself anymore. when i get a chance I sleep.
I gained a bunch of weight but have been diligently re working it off!
My son will start a short pre pre school thing this april. which will give me 2 hours alone on wed and Fridays i hope.
I just want to be tiny and small and carefree again. I love my kid to pieces but i see pictures of the old me and i get depressed knowing I will never look like that, or be like that again.
Especially since we want to have more kids. ^^
dont get me wrong I'm very happy with my life but Blogging reminds me of being young. and free and able to have nice things.
At least my bestie got himself a good girl and she's going to be my bestie too. :D
And we can all four be besties and then they can have kids and our kids will be besties and life will be good again. ^^
And my son doesn't like pokemon. :( he's just not into *yet* but he will. if i am his mother Anime, Pokemon, Fashion and reading will be his main fun things to do *oh and videogames :D*