i can't stop my hands from shaking
why cant i shake this sick feeling in my stomach?
it's not one of those throwing-up sick feelings.
it's the one where you know you've done something wrong,
and you're about to be caught out.
but as far as i know, i'm safe. so what the fuck is it's purpose?
i just burst into tears at an email i got from ej.
i knew the only email i got would be from him.
but i thought it was a break up one?
god, i'm so pathetic. i know we havent talked as much as we used too
but he wouldn't break up with me because of that..
i know better than this. why am i being so stupid?
maybe it's coz i'm tired, and when he gets home from school everything will be okay!
yeah, that's right! :)
mm, downloading some atreyu! then some other stuff. it's all good :)
♥ ya kiddies xo
it's not one of those throwing-up sick feelings.
it's the one where you know you've done something wrong,
and you're about to be caught out.
but as far as i know, i'm safe. so what the fuck is it's purpose?
i just burst into tears at an email i got from ej.
i knew the only email i got would be from him.
but i thought it was a break up one?
god, i'm so pathetic. i know we havent talked as much as we used too
but he wouldn't break up with me because of that..
i know better than this. why am i being so stupid?
maybe it's coz i'm tired, and when he gets home from school everything will be okay!
yeah, that's right! :)
mm, downloading some atreyu! then some other stuff. it's all good :)
♥ ya kiddies xo