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today is one of those days where all i want to do is sleep sleep sleep and not care about anything. my mom pointed out that she thinks i'm a bitch to everyone and that makes people not want to be around me. half the time i'm only listening to half of what you say because i'm thinking about something that i spend way too much time on, that just makes me feel numb. this is probably only going to make sense to me because i really can't describe anything anymore. my camera is fucked up and sony probably won't send me another one for a few weeks. school is taking over my life, i do work after work after work. i miss sarah, i miss my sister, i miss kamaria even though i'll see her on friday. fuck january. i just want summer to come so i can get away from this shit.