Stupid fucking Matt
Friday spent the entire day bat shit crazy yelling and screaming at everyone I came into contact with. Then I ran into my ex-ex-ex boyfriend at the liquor store. Which was actually gratifying. We dated and broke up 3 years ago maybe 4 now, but it was the whole first love insanely entwined messed up relationship deal. Few months ago I call him when I was out of my mind and his new girlfriend answered... I've been obsessing about it ever since, picturing how perfect she looks, and how much better she is than me etc... So I run into them. He's standing there with his new girlfriend who is short ugly and looks old enough to be his mother. I just laughed, smiled and walked away. I've never felt so good in my entire life, which probably makes me a horrible person. But god damn they were so ridiculous in there all cute and looking for the perfect wine. Then I'm there and I have 2 handles of tequila in my arms, I hadn't showered, my hair was all over the place and there was mascara and make-up smeared on my face. I'm sure I looked like an insane wreck to him.