Which do I start with?
Well i guess Ill start with the important one first!
She got it outta me today and I told her I like her. We were talking about how I'm weird and I said thats probably why im single, and she said aww, that im perfect how I am. She then said I need to be more open and need to learn to read girls, so right away i told her i like her. She hella jedi mind tricked me ha ha into sayin it first and she's into me to but like we both agreed, we have only known each other for a little over a month. only time can tell, but she is WOW! this girl motivates me so much and for real, she is way too good for me, but fuck it, I will try. Usually everyone wants to be nice and whatever but I'm just bein honest, this girl is that great where I can hella admit, she is way too good for me ha ha.
Once we both arent busy we will go out to eat or somthing, i am so nervous, dating is not really something i know ha ha. well we will see where this ends up!!
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then the next one, is about the 4hr convo through text and like 2 mins on phone with n.
we talked about family, jobs, career, what each one needs in order to be happy, why we are both nocturnal, why we are even talking, her and marcus, me and :) :) :).
at the end of the convo i was split again, in the
its good to hear from her to know shes at least ok in life, it sucks that she isnt "happy" but there is nothing I can do to help there.
and the other part was why the fuck am i talkin to her again?
I even told her, that I'm so cheerful in whats goin on with me and :) that I can stand to text her back or whatever.
Here is my problem I talked to Javs about though....
I dont need to hear how shes doin everyday or how her day went or any of that. I dont even talk to half my friends all that often, she is no where near that bracket. But i just care to know shes at least healthy and thier baby is.
if she's unhappy that sucks, but hey I cant and wont do anything to help, she turned to the wrong person for an escape.
but hopefully her and marcus get what they are missing, trust. At least in my eyes thats whats missing.
I will write about Menores, Andrew, Daniel, Work, Alex and everything else later. I need to get back to work!!
and have to wake up early to IM with :) :) :)
She got it outta me today and I told her I like her. We were talking about how I'm weird and I said thats probably why im single, and she said aww, that im perfect how I am. She then said I need to be more open and need to learn to read girls, so right away i told her i like her. She hella jedi mind tricked me ha ha into sayin it first and she's into me to but like we both agreed, we have only known each other for a little over a month. only time can tell, but she is WOW! this girl motivates me so much and for real, she is way too good for me, but fuck it, I will try. Usually everyone wants to be nice and whatever but I'm just bein honest, this girl is that great where I can hella admit, she is way too good for me ha ha.
Once we both arent busy we will go out to eat or somthing, i am so nervous, dating is not really something i know ha ha. well we will see where this ends up!!
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then the next one, is about the 4hr convo through text and like 2 mins on phone with n.
we talked about family, jobs, career, what each one needs in order to be happy, why we are both nocturnal, why we are even talking, her and marcus, me and :) :) :).
at the end of the convo i was split again, in the
its good to hear from her to know shes at least ok in life, it sucks that she isnt "happy" but there is nothing I can do to help there.
and the other part was why the fuck am i talkin to her again?
I even told her, that I'm so cheerful in whats goin on with me and :) that I can stand to text her back or whatever.
Here is my problem I talked to Javs about though....
I dont need to hear how shes doin everyday or how her day went or any of that. I dont even talk to half my friends all that often, she is no where near that bracket. But i just care to know shes at least healthy and thier baby is.
if she's unhappy that sucks, but hey I cant and wont do anything to help, she turned to the wrong person for an escape.
but hopefully her and marcus get what they are missing, trust. At least in my eyes thats whats missing.
I will write about Menores, Andrew, Daniel, Work, Alex and everything else later. I need to get back to work!!
and have to wake up early to IM with :) :) :)