bubbling inside me
Dear Friends and Readers,
I don't update much. I have a lot of inner turmoil that I am not facing, but I should real soon.
I am facing the reality that when good things come at me, to further my life, like opportunities, I panic and sabotage them.
I don't feel like elaborating on that just yet.
I had a really awesome time.
I really want to elaborate on that. But the only people who would appreciate/be familiar with the details of the story, are the people I don't really want to tell.
ah i'm dying.
Do you know when something amazing happens and you just replay it in your head all day and smile and relish in reliving it and warm fuzzies flow throughout your body?
sigh. that was how I was feeling all day.
I don't update much. I have a lot of inner turmoil that I am not facing, but I should real soon.
I am facing the reality that when good things come at me, to further my life, like opportunities, I panic and sabotage them.
I don't feel like elaborating on that just yet.
I had a really awesome time.
I really want to elaborate on that. But the only people who would appreciate/be familiar with the details of the story, are the people I don't really want to tell.
ah i'm dying.
Do you know when something amazing happens and you just replay it in your head all day and smile and relish in reliving it and warm fuzzies flow throughout your body?
sigh. that was how I was feeling all day.