May 15, 2005 13:21
Well i have successfully almost completely lost my freaking voice. Every time Tage comes to stay with us he shows up sick and then POOF I'm sicker than anything. Danny is sick too but i'm the only one that can't barely talk...fuckers. Anyways, I'm at work again today, eventhough I can't really talk to anyone that stops by. I feel retarded cuz i'm supposed to greet everyone that walks in and then talk to them about crap but i can't so oh well. I went to Ross and bought 2 t-shirts and a plain tank and some cute umentionables. I really like the one tee. It's all black with a pink elephant and it reads "nothing wrong with a little junk in the trunk." It's super comfy too. I am losing weight it seems. I was about 120 for awhile, now I'm at 115. I'm not really trying. I am just trying not to eat greasy fast food or drink too much soda. I think the weather change has most to do with it. It's warm so I've been outdoors alot doing things like canoeing and swimming. It definitely makes me feel better. I rarely think I look chubby in anything and I never really feel uncomfortable now, and to Buggy's enjoyment I don't ever complain about it : ) It's strange what a difference 5 pounds makes on me. I would like to make it back down to 110 or so though. Thats what I usually was. I hope I am better by next weekend. I would really like to go out with Danny somewhere, maybe back to Rainbow springs or some place new. We should prally go out to a club or something too, we haven't been anywhere like that in a while. We have been getting along great. We painted one of the living room walls a dark teal blue. It looks great except that we have to back track and clean up all the paint that went under the tape and all over the white. I don't know how we're gonna be able to match the white. It's like an eggshell finish and whatever. Everything turns out to be a pain in my ass. Oh yeah, we're doing one of the other walls, next to the teal wall, a bright ass lime-yellow color....heck yeah! Yesterday Buggy and I went to Walmart for more paint and for the first half of the trip I was feeling pretty good and I was being all sweet and stuff and kissing on him and hugging and holding him non-stop. I was just happy I guess. But anyhow, Buggy was totally weirded out by it, cuz I'm aparently never like that. He was like, "Something is wrong with you, are you ok? What's goin on that I don't know about?" I thought it was kinda funny and sweet. But you know what I thought was sweeter? When he started singing some love song that came on the radio while we were shopping. He didn't act embarrassed or anything. I really like when he's like that. Awwwww......ok I'm done.