Friends?
I have found that every so called friend I have ever invested my feelings, thoughts, kindness, and support in was a complete and total waste of time. I have NO friends outside of Buggy. I may have a few people that I talk to every once in a while...but friends they are not. In fact, I don't think I've ever truly had friends. I have been around a few individuals for periods of time that I coulda passed off as friends, but in actuallity, they were/are just the most selfish, careless people I have met. They never once cared about my feelings or well being. I coulda disappeared all together and they probably wouldn't have noticed. I do talk to Kristina still. She isn't the best at being a friend, but she was there for me at times I needed someone, and she does Call Me...rather than always having me call her. She does care about me at times and I know that she appreciates our relationship. She actually tries to help me or make me feel better on days things are going wrong. I am thankful for that. Soooo many people would rather just hang up the phone or dip out in situations like that. I just wish that we could spend more time together, doing something outside of the house. I know its hard on her though, so I can't blame her for anything. She has her problems just as I do.
All I can say is that people are totally selfish. They never do anything that isn't giving them something back...and I don't just mean the personal satisfaction of knowing that they have helped another. It's getting worse too. With the new arrival of the "I wanna be a punk, 80s rocks, I'm solely into my looks...CRAP" Man, those people are vain. I'll be happy when that fad is over. I just hope things don't get worse.
I'm glad that I have Buggy. He is one of the least vain or selfish people I have met. He loves me for me...regardless if I gain or lose 15 pounds, cut my hair or grow it long, wear halter tops or guy's baggy tees...he cares about me. I love him so much for being a little out of the typical guy range. I mean what other guy his age honestly wants to spend time with his son? Few and far between. He is amazing.
I love you Buggy Awesome.
All I can say is that people are totally selfish. They never do anything that isn't giving them something back...and I don't just mean the personal satisfaction of knowing that they have helped another. It's getting worse too. With the new arrival of the "I wanna be a punk, 80s rocks, I'm solely into my looks...CRAP" Man, those people are vain. I'll be happy when that fad is over. I just hope things don't get worse.
I'm glad that I have Buggy. He is one of the least vain or selfish people I have met. He loves me for me...regardless if I gain or lose 15 pounds, cut my hair or grow it long, wear halter tops or guy's baggy tees...he cares about me. I love him so much for being a little out of the typical guy range. I mean what other guy his age honestly wants to spend time with his son? Few and far between. He is amazing.
I love you Buggy Awesome.