you are the smell before rain..you are the blood in my veins
hello everybody!!
yessss, im back!
whats new you may ask?
a whole lot
each day brings me closer and closer to going back to pennsylvania to see my lovely fiance
i have a new job
i still play hockey
and schools going great!
im so glad things are going the way they are. as always, im absolutely hopelessly in love with my one and only. shes proven to be my strength, and everything i have come to want and need in this world over these last few months. i feel just horrible for her because she is going through some very hard things. i always worry about her..i guess thats just love. you care so much for a person that you're up late at night, not able to sleep, all cause you're hoping everything is going alright with her. so, of course, im always worrying about her. i try to be there for her whenever she needs someone, and i can only hope im doing a good job of that. today we talked right after some..well..unfortunate events (poor little thing..i love her to death, and it hurts me when shes in pain). but we talked a lot, and i think we actually had a nice conversation. i feel like i was really able to cheer her up, and that made me SO happy..just knowing i made her feel better. she'll never know how much that made my day..its like i've said before..one of the greatest feelings in the world is knowing you can bring a smile to the face of the one that you love...one month and two days..all the dreams i have of her make it hard to be apart, but soon enough, i'll be falling asleep in her arms, instead of falling asleep alone. shes so heaven sent, and shes filled my life with joy. i knew i couldnt go on without her..im absolutely sure shes the one..so what did i do? well..i proposed to her...yes, i asked her to marry me. yes, we're young, but i'd like to see you TRY and find anyone as in love as we are..we'll wait of course..well..umm...sort of..we have top secret plans so to say. OHH!!!! shes coming out to see me in july!! its all i've been thinking about..all the things i wanna show her, all the places i wanna take her, and all the romantic things i wanna do with her. so night after night i dream of her..i feel her hand in mine, i kiss her soft cheek, and her eyes as she sleeps..it all feels so real..but i wont have to dream for much longer. so i guess as you can tell, this is what has pretty much been on my mind..im THRILLED TO DEATH to go see her, and im working hard in school so i can. we're gonna go to a concert, meet her friends, and be cute and cuddly while the bands play..then, the next night, we'll be celebrating our one year. we're gonna have a nice dinner, and get pretty, and have THE most romantic night of our lives. i love her so much, im just so so so SO excited.
hmm...so what else has been going on? well..you know what...thats my life right there..this girl is my everything, and thats all i can think about..shes on my mind 24/7, and theres nothing else that matters. my world is heather, and shes made me the happiest person alive. period. end. FIN.
yessss, im back!
whats new you may ask?
a whole lot
each day brings me closer and closer to going back to pennsylvania to see my lovely fiance
i have a new job
i still play hockey
and schools going great!
im so glad things are going the way they are. as always, im absolutely hopelessly in love with my one and only. shes proven to be my strength, and everything i have come to want and need in this world over these last few months. i feel just horrible for her because she is going through some very hard things. i always worry about her..i guess thats just love. you care so much for a person that you're up late at night, not able to sleep, all cause you're hoping everything is going alright with her. so, of course, im always worrying about her. i try to be there for her whenever she needs someone, and i can only hope im doing a good job of that. today we talked right after some..well..unfortunate events (poor little thing..i love her to death, and it hurts me when shes in pain). but we talked a lot, and i think we actually had a nice conversation. i feel like i was really able to cheer her up, and that made me SO happy..just knowing i made her feel better. she'll never know how much that made my day..its like i've said before..one of the greatest feelings in the world is knowing you can bring a smile to the face of the one that you love...one month and two days..all the dreams i have of her make it hard to be apart, but soon enough, i'll be falling asleep in her arms, instead of falling asleep alone. shes so heaven sent, and shes filled my life with joy. i knew i couldnt go on without her..im absolutely sure shes the one..so what did i do? well..i proposed to her...yes, i asked her to marry me. yes, we're young, but i'd like to see you TRY and find anyone as in love as we are..we'll wait of course..well..umm...sort of..we have top secret plans so to say. OHH!!!! shes coming out to see me in july!! its all i've been thinking about..all the things i wanna show her, all the places i wanna take her, and all the romantic things i wanna do with her. so night after night i dream of her..i feel her hand in mine, i kiss her soft cheek, and her eyes as she sleeps..it all feels so real..but i wont have to dream for much longer. so i guess as you can tell, this is what has pretty much been on my mind..im THRILLED TO DEATH to go see her, and im working hard in school so i can. we're gonna go to a concert, meet her friends, and be cute and cuddly while the bands play..then, the next night, we'll be celebrating our one year. we're gonna have a nice dinner, and get pretty, and have THE most romantic night of our lives. i love her so much, im just so so so SO excited.
hmm...so what else has been going on? well..you know what...thats my life right there..this girl is my everything, and thats all i can think about..shes on my mind 24/7, and theres nothing else that matters. my world is heather, and shes made me the happiest person alive. period. end. FIN.