Aug 22, 2007 21:17
im getting sick of the kind of relationship i have with my dad. i just wish we were more like, father and daughter. we always had the boss-employee kind of thing and it's really not healthy to have this kind of relationship with your dad. wala lang, it's just sad because it feels like he doesn't know anything about me or what i do or maybe what i like. tapos medyo di sha naniniwala sakin pag ginagabi ako. akala ata niya si tayag parin kasama ko. kamon it's been like a month since we broke up. matagal nakong tumigil sa pagsisinungaling.i just haven't stopped smoking but it's not really an issue because they've never asked me about it. anyway, ayoko nang isipin yan because i've tried reaching out to my dad for so many times and im sick of being misinterpreted and treated badly. im his kid, not his employee. being with him is supposed to feel like being with a family member. hay.
i finally passed my textile plate. wala lang hehe parang kinarir ung gawa ko pero ok narin. nakakafulfill lang because i put so much effort into it. sarap mehn.
will i pass my PGC prelim test? i have no idea. let's see what goes...just hoping for the best.
i helped the taho man by buying one cup of taho kahit super busog ako. feels good to have helped someone. im planning on buy a planner.(parang redundant hahaha) i need to get my life organized, as in big time! wala lang, i need to organize everything. im like, running around in circles, sometimes clueless. i have life plans and i want to make sure i make those plans happen. sounds ambitious, not so. if there's a will, there's a way. i might buy that planner this week. have to get myself something cute para naman ganahan ako.
i saw him today. no eye contact. see this is what im talking about. it's too weird, too awkward. friends daw o...?
i will wake up one day and you will be out of my mind and out of my life...