Apr 26, 2004 18:58
humpady hum..why am i always bored...like alwayssss...
ok...today i guess it was ok...skool...chat w/ my friends.... screaming in class as usual...ummm....my teach said i'm actually good at math w/ were in the class but when we have the test and stuff i can never get a good grade and he asked me why...and i said b'cuz it's quit when were having any kind of tests and i get nervous and i dunno why...it's really dumb...but it just happends like that...not like i plan it or something...i always try and do the best but my nerves just take control of everything....it sucks...it's such a dog poo....fucking shit ass bitch....
ahhhhhh...i'm bored.......bored as hell....like seriously...
and my mom is killing me....now she's going to belgrade w/ me....cuz she doesn't wanna leave me alone...bullcrap...she just doesn't trust leaving me alone w/ my aunt...she thinks i'm gonna start doing drugs and smoking and i won't listen to my aunt....so not fucking true...i don't wanna do drugs and yea maybe i'll start smoking but i already do...so what u know....and yea i'll listen to my aunt...i always do....besides here i never study cuz i'm used to using indonesian everyday and i only need to listen in the class room and i'll get everything in my mind and than i only need to read it a couple of times and i'll understand everything....and there like i use serbian only at home and i'll have to study my ass off...like seriously ...and yea i'll do that...cuz i'm a good girl....
and my mom is pissing me off.....crapppppppp