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So friday is payday! mmhmm my first pay day. i'm pretty excited about that. i wanna go out, and i wanna get supplies to make my waist sincher and corsets. i've been craving to make stuff for ages. It's been hard trying to update lately... all i do is complain... but i don't have anything to talk about really. it sucks. i need my life back.
So i took a nap. i'm still real sleepy but i think i'll make myself stay up for at least an hour, yes that's what i'll do. It was such a good sleep but the phone wouldn't stop ringing... or was the phone ringing. I can remember it ringing but it sounded like the fax machine at work so i kept telling myself not to pick it up or it will fuck up the fax. So i'm not even sure that it was... hmm weird. So i have to call my co worker today, she wants to be my friend. I think it's just cause her and her bf are breaking up and she doesn't have anyone else to be friends with. So i feel guilty not being there for her, she broke down and cried at work the other day, it wasn't cool, cause it was during a rush and there were 20 people waiting for stuff, so it sucked. I don't feel like we have anything in common. well personality wise anyway. OOOh she didn't' know about my tounge piercing and tattoos until the other day, and when she found out she warned me about letting the boss see it cause they will think i'm stealing stuff! Ok so i think that's totally bullshit, come on now, its the stupidest thing i have ever heard! But she just says shit when she wants too, she's religious too so that might have something to do with it... AND she blames me for her mistakes! like today, she fucked up the coffee and it was the wrong kind in the pot, and she tells the costomer that i'm new and i can't get much right! holy fuck if i wasn't so busy i would have freaked! ANNNNNND she left a big mess on the counter during rush hour and the boss comes by and he's like you can't leave that there. and she's like "i keep telling her that she's gotta clean up her mess!" OOOOOH man was i ever pissed, and then she's all "oh amanda it hurts so bad" and then crys, and wants to walk home with me. Which it what i do for exercise, and she walks like a fucking snail... so i don't even break a sweat. But geeze what am i supposed to do, be fuck you i don't' care if your having a hard time right now, i'm not gonna be your friend. geeze i'm way too nice.
haha so i guess i should stop rambling. Sorry. well i guess i'm not that sorry really, you didn't have to read it.
So i took a nap. i'm still real sleepy but i think i'll make myself stay up for at least an hour, yes that's what i'll do. It was such a good sleep but the phone wouldn't stop ringing... or was the phone ringing. I can remember it ringing but it sounded like the fax machine at work so i kept telling myself not to pick it up or it will fuck up the fax. So i'm not even sure that it was... hmm weird. So i have to call my co worker today, she wants to be my friend. I think it's just cause her and her bf are breaking up and she doesn't have anyone else to be friends with. So i feel guilty not being there for her, she broke down and cried at work the other day, it wasn't cool, cause it was during a rush and there were 20 people waiting for stuff, so it sucked. I don't feel like we have anything in common. well personality wise anyway. OOOh she didn't' know about my tounge piercing and tattoos until the other day, and when she found out she warned me about letting the boss see it cause they will think i'm stealing stuff! Ok so i think that's totally bullshit, come on now, its the stupidest thing i have ever heard! But she just says shit when she wants too, she's religious too so that might have something to do with it... AND she blames me for her mistakes! like today, she fucked up the coffee and it was the wrong kind in the pot, and she tells the costomer that i'm new and i can't get much right! holy fuck if i wasn't so busy i would have freaked! ANNNNNND she left a big mess on the counter during rush hour and the boss comes by and he's like you can't leave that there. and she's like "i keep telling her that she's gotta clean up her mess!" OOOOOH man was i ever pissed, and then she's all "oh amanda it hurts so bad" and then crys, and wants to walk home with me. Which it what i do for exercise, and she walks like a fucking snail... so i don't even break a sweat. But geeze what am i supposed to do, be fuck you i don't' care if your having a hard time right now, i'm not gonna be your friend. geeze i'm way too nice.
haha so i guess i should stop rambling. Sorry. well i guess i'm not that sorry really, you didn't have to read it.