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[metzareph]

There is a great relief in laughter. I was in meditation the other day and I just couldn't contain my laughter. It is pretty weird. It just happened and I was somewhat confused, but the will to laugh was there and I just followed it. Two days after that, I got some very very upsetting and fucked-up news. For some reason, I knew that the laughter was a tool to overcome those horrible news.

"Beauty and strength, leaping laughter and delicious languor, force and fire, are of us."

In any case, that thing doesn't upset me anymore.