I needa pack for retreat this weekend. .
I HATE WRITING. Fuck. It. Now.
I'm working on this. I have been feeling incompetent lately. Just seems every time I get over every hurdle, another one from the past seems to reappear, however more stronger, more intimidating. And as I stare at the looming challenges, imagining the hidden ones, I take a moment to think. The more I think, the larger it grows. How the fuck am I supposed to stop thinking, and just do it. Just get over the damn past.
Among human imperfections of inconsistency, jealousy, vanity, impatience and even promiscuity, there lies the ever underestimated, insecurity and doubt. Of course too much of something is never wise. Over insecure leads to arrogance. However, too little isn't advisable either. Being insecure creates a weak mind, a weak person.
I'm working on this. I have been feeling incompetent lately. Just seems every time I get over every hurdle, another one from the past seems to reappear, however more stronger, more intimidating. And as I stare at the looming challenges, imagining the hidden ones, I take a moment to think. The more I think, the larger it grows. How the fuck am I supposed to stop thinking, and just do it. Just get over the damn past.
Among human imperfections of inconsistency, jealousy, vanity, impatience and even promiscuity, there lies the ever underestimated, insecurity and doubt. Of course too much of something is never wise. Over insecure leads to arrogance. However, too little isn't advisable either. Being insecure creates a weak mind, a weak person.